Life Update: 6/27/15

Hello! How have you guys been doing?

I wanted to take a moment and give some updates. Life is crazier than usual at the moment. I'm super stressed due to many reasons and my depression is making itself known again. I'm trying to read and do my school work, but all I feel like doing is sleeping. My sleeping schedule is all messed up again and that makes me feel even worse.

For so long, I have been working on myself by myself, but I can't do it alone anymore. Things have become too much and I need help. I'm currently looking for a therapist who can help me. While looking for a therapist, I'm trying to find a job and saving up to buy my first car.

I have been pushing myself so much with school work that I can't concentrate on it at the moment. I have taken a break from it and focusing on finishing the book I'm reading before the end of the month. I'm ahead in my school work, so I can take some time off from it and focus on other things and get them straightened out and balanced.

Life is a balancing act. New things come into your life and you have to find a way to balance it all. Whether it is a new job, a new friend, a partner, school, etc. Balancing is key. I'm not the greatest at balancing all things, but I try my best to. If it becomes too much I get super flustered and take a step back. I'm better at putting too much onto my plate at once than balancing it all.

One of the things I'm trying to balance better is this blog. I have so many topics I want to post about, but it's hard to find the time and motivation to post them. I used to post so frequently and that made me happy to do so and now I barely post and that bothers me. I'm going to try my best to get back to posting more regularly.

One last thing I want to talk about is what happened yesterday (6/26/15) while I was sleeping. That is that gay marriage is now legal in all 50 states. It made me so happy to wake up to such wonderful news. Share the love!

I hope everything is going well for all of you. If they aren't going too well, just know that in time they will get better. Though I'm going through a lot and it seems that it won't get better for me, I know that it will with effort and time. It always does. Keep smiling!